Heart Chakra

I AM lover or actor…

I AM Feeling a Loss

Today’s questions:

As I am grieving my loss  can I still feel the love?

Feeling the void how will I adjust to the new circumstance?

I AM Feeling a Loss – card 12 – Sacral Chakra – 64 Life Cards




I AM Witness to Ground Zero

 Today’s question:

Will I be able to remain witnessing myself as Empress amidst my Ground Zero?

I AM Witness to Ground Zero – Card 11 – 64 Life Cards –  Sacral Chakra



I Am Empress or Martyr


Today’s questions:

How much AM I Empress?

How much AM I Martyr? 

64 Life Cards – card 10 – Sacral Chakra – I Am Empress or Martyr



The Root Chakra represents the foundation for our evolutionary journey.

With a strong foundation no outside force can disintegrate us and we can master the storms that life can and will bring.

There is a power that comes from within when I am deeply rooted – it comes as a direct result of my trust in my intuition. With this trust and being rooted comes also the understanding of our inter-connectedness and a primal trust in resources. It is this wisdom that roots one deeply into oneself.

Wisdom expresses itself creatively and makes discerned choices.

Some gifts that Wisdom brings are harmony, balance, courage, joy, and clarity.

In Wisdom I am also forgiving as I realize that life is a journey and not everybody is at the same place at the same time.

Wisdom encompasses knowledge, understanding, experience and evolving.

So today I ask myself: How deeply rooted am I in myself – do I trust my intuition enough – am I grounded deeply in my foundation…

Wisdom lives out of the alertness in the moment, and as a human being we are always challenged to remember that we are love.

64 Life Cards – Root Chakra – card 9



Waiting for You

For the past decades the amount of self-help books, workshops, seminaries and conferences that are designed to lead one to one’s soul purpose and to the living of one’s life in a purpose filled way, have exploded. 

I can feel it in my core that this is the time of grace that is bringing us back home – to remember who we are.

Awakening to our  purpose is an individual journey of trust, hope and courage.

We share this journey with others, often for a moment, sometimes for a while and at times for a lifetime.

So  often we have taken roads that imprison our soul for the purpose to please those around us, we have forgotten that we are here for our very own purpose, and we live out someone else’s. The pressure to adhere and comply is overwhelming; compromises in choosing a career for the promise of a lucrative potential,  and not  following our joy is just one mention. 

 The world as I have known it in the ‘olden days’ has surely changed. I have come to realize how connected we are – the world seems like one big living room – and here I have to asses, who and where I am at,  so that I can evolve to the ‘golden days’.

Assessing where I am at, and a commitment to myself  is central to my  evolving.

So today I am picking myself up where I Am at,  with tolerance and an allowing trust that  following my joy will feed my soul purpose and ‘full-fill’ my life. 

I AM waiting for You – card 8 – Root Chakra



making a choice

Every moment of every day I make a choice;  Should I wear the red sweater or the green, should I make the phone call now or later…

In order to make a conscious choice, I need  mindful awareness of cause and effect.

When I am not aware of a cause and especially if it is a painful one, I tend to suppress it through addiction in order not to feel.

So as this year ends,  and I am about to make my New Year’s resolution to give up that bad habit, that addiction or that which does not serve me any longer, I am having the following thoughts:

We try to eradicate negative effects of a cause through the radical abolition of the effect, of the effect of a cause.

This holds the danger of the effect just being transferred to another cause effect. 

Intent and free will can bring resolve, but unless I become clear on the cause and effect it is likely that I relapse even  with the strongest resolve.

So I ask myself: what is the underlying cause for my holding on to that which I want to let go – and I make a choice in the knowing that I can choose again and again – until the will is free…  

I am making a choice – card 7 – Root Chakra



Giving birth

We are all by nature creative beings.

I express myself in my world; what ‘im-presses’ me or ‘in-spires’ me I urge to express. 

Creativity is a life-affirming act of giving birth, born out of love.

When I act from a place of love the outcome will be constructive or uplifting. When I re-act out of fear the expression will be destructive and pull me down.

In all facets of life we need to cultivate an environment where love resides better than fear.

So when I intent on giving birth to anything, I ask myself the question: am I coming from a place of love or from a place of fear?

This is the creative tension zone. With my conscious discern of will  I give birth as a creative being, embracing pain and joy of the process.

I am giving birth – card 6 – root chakra



I AM dreaming of love

We long for love on a very primal level – it’s a universal, human longing;  to know myself I need to mirror who I am through another.

It has been proven by science that it is immensely important for an infant to sense connection –  a child has to look into another humans eyes to get to know who they are. 

When the connection to another is not there it can lead to depression and a dimming of the life force. It is very painful for a soul to live in disconnect to the love of self. An insatiable hunger arises and  often addictions take over to numb that disconnect and the search for that love turns away from the self.

We can come to the knowing that we are love, and that knowing transforms the dreaming of love into a loving in peace.

In every moment that I realize that I am love, I feel connected even when I am alone.

So now I ask myself : ” Am I coming from the primal connection of self-love or am I losing myself searching for something outside of myself?”



I AM aware

Most of us live most of the time in a dreamlike hypnotic state, unconscious and with our attention scattered between past and future, loosing out on the fulfillment and power that comes from being present in the moment. 

Being aware means to pay attention. This paying attention reflects care – I am here now for this or for you.

Awareness uses our senses to anchor us in life. When I am aware while washing the dishes, I feel the texture of the sponge, I see the bubbles of the suds, I hear the water and, I may even still taste the remnants of the foods from memory.

When we live out of awareness we tap into our power. We take empowered action from the place of self and every experience is then ‘full-filled’.

It is here that conscious co-creation starts. It is here that I start to challenge my reality. I become watchful, informed, knowing and guarded.

So I ask myself : ” In this time and space moment what seed am I planting? Am I coming from awareness or just re-acting to any given circumstance.”

64 Life Cards – Card 4 – I Am aware